February 2011
I don't want to need anyone ever again.
When I needed people in September 2009 my life was turned upside down&ruined forever.
I’m scared. I really don’t want to like this guy when I hang out with him. I don’t want to be in a relationship. I don’t want to depend on or need anyone ever.
I make sure I shut everyone out now, and I know it.
January 2011
Wasting.
I’m wasting so much of my parent’s money on food&useless shit. I’m not spending it on anything but gas and the grocery store once or twice a month.
we still could.
skinnygeness-deactivated2011111 asked: Hey, how have you been ?
I was kind of missing b/c I kind of wanted a break from this but once again, I'm back. How are you?
I was kind of missing b/c I kind of wanted a break from this but once again, I'm back. How are you?
you gave up,
so I did too.
I want another piercing or tattoo.
I need to feel pain without freaking everyone out. I’m struggling with every breathe. I just want everything I binged today out of me, but I have to fight that and binging.
Study date:)
with a super sweet country guy! jackpot, haha :)
LOOOOOOOK AT THIS OMG THIS IS BEAUTIFUL I CAN NOT...
